Why?

Why?

I'm spending my morning crying with all m y might into my pillow.

why?

it was just a simple mistake that i did, i am sorry about it, and yes i could've avoided that but why take down all that we had all these years?

i know you have a short temper, i have been at the receiving end of it so many times, and all my fault. i am so upset, but i am not angry with you. i am never angry with you, i love you.

i would have gone to the ends of the world to be with you. i would have happily decided to abandon my career and stay home and take care of you and keep you happy.

i've worked so hard to change and to reach out to you...i would have risked your vilest temper and your angry words

i love you not because of what you have, i would have loved you just the same if you had been poor. i would still love you no matter what you are.  i love you and my heart and soul is all i have to give to you.

i'd give it all to even have you look upon me kindly again....